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Today is Friday, December 31st, 2021. That means there are exactly 12 days left of Theo’s cancer treatment. 12 days left of taking pills. 12 days until Theo is DONE WITH THERAPY and hopefully, done with this disease forever. Now, if that isn’t the best Christmas present ever in the world, I don’t know whatContinue reading “The Final Countdown”

November 2021. It’s been one year and 10 months since Theo was first diagnosed with leukemia. One year and ten months of heart ache, tears, triumphs, fear, stress, and insane love. One year and ten months of (pardon my language) figuring this shit out. The therapy map, back pokes, hospital stays, the list of medications,Continue reading “Lessons”

Game shows. I used to watch them at Grandma Ethel and Papa Ted’s house with my siblings when we were kids. In the morning, it was The Price is Right and Family Feud. At dinner time, we would all find a seat in front of the tv and watch Wheel of Fortune, followed by Jeopardy,Continue reading “Solving the Puzzle”

Have you ever seen a moon snail eating apple pie? Or wished upon a sea star falling in the sky? I once saw a great blue heron talking on his phone while a geoduck clam was enjoying an ice cream cone. The black-eyed hermit crab was sitting in the shade, selling hats and mittens thatContinue reading “Moon Snails and Ice Cream”

Everything is going to be okay. As a mother and parent of a child with cancer, this is what I MUST believe. No matter what happens, no matter how bad things look. When Theo gets hurt or is scared and starts to cry, my first response is to wrap him up in my arms andContinue reading “Don’t Worry Be Happy”

The elephant eats. The elephant eats. The elephant eats to see some beets. He eats some beets. He eats some beets. He eats some beets to not eat meats. In case you didn’t know, Theo is the BEST rhymer of all timer. He came up with this poem one day after hearing me read theContinue reading “Tempus Fugit”

A wise and wonderful friend of mine recently gave me a very inspiring and heart warming birthday gift. The reminder that I have so much to celebrate. To think of where I am today compared to last year at this time. It is so true. There has been so much change, so much worry andContinue reading “Tomayto Tomahto”

We moved to Kingston. For those of you who are unfamiliar with where Kingston is or what it is like, let me tell you. A 30 minute ferry ride across the water from Edmonds, Washington, it is known as the northern gateway to the Olympic Peninsula. A cute and quiet little town located on theContinue reading “The Next Chapter”

Revolution: the action by a celestial body of going round in an orbit or elliptical course; also: a sudden, radical, or complete change. As earth makes it’s way around the sun, it evolves, it changes. A year long continuous journey for our planet earth. It twirls and spins through years of abuse, pollution, and beingContinue reading “The Cosmos of Theo”

“Autumn leaves don’t fall; they fly. They take their time to wander on this, their only chance to soar.” (Owens, 2018, p.124) This past year has been the most difficult and challenging year for me as mother, a wife, and a human being. Never in my life has it been so hard to stay positive.Continue reading “Red Skies At Night, Sailor’s Delight”